October 2002

 1  Ack! When did October happen? Too fast, too fast, too fast by half.
 2  I called it done and went to bed before 10.
 3  I really need to do something.
 4  I pushed some different buttons.
 7  They didn't seem overly bothered about it, though.
 8  So I'm relatively happy. Waiting for the other shoe to drop, but relatively happy.
 9  I expect to feel mildly disoriented and uncertain of the day or time for most of the rest of the week as a result. Or maybe not; who knows?
 10  Fishy fishy fishy!
 11  ...Mind you, that's a much shortened version of the discussion.
 14  I shall continue to remain dubious for a bit.
 15  I'm not really in the shape to say much of anything.
 16  I held out until about 9:30, but around then I finally gave up the ghost and went to bed.
 17  Or maybe it's that I'm so mentally stunning that I can't hold on to such mundane matters.
 18  But I'm wearing my first long-sleeved shirt of the season, today, and I actually noticed that a few leaves were turning yesterday.
 21  Aside from that unhappy news, it was actually a pretty good weekend.
 22  I've been writing almost every weekday for over three years. I don't want to quit.
 23  Matt said, when I told him about it, "I'm trying to decide if that's more or less pathetic than people who get up early to go to the gym."
 24  You know how I feel about being late.
 28  Six hours, and the whole evening was gone.
 29  It's a diamond still very much in the rough... But I liked it, very much.
 30  "Holy shit," I told him. "It worked."
 31  I'm willing to turn 31 in relative quiet.
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Pictures:
- Fishy fishy fishy!
- Some flowers
- my new haircut.

 
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